So, finally I did it! I've been meaning to draw Commander Shepard of the game Mass Effect for a long time, but I was daunted. It's a game I love so much, that I didn't want to screw up my tribute.
I also wanted to have Shepard in a bleak mood. ME3 is the game where Shepard starts to question herself and her ability to lead the war. So I chose to have her in her dream background, which already seems desolate and colorless. Ashes raining down and Javik's words ringing in her head. I also added some scars because, no matter what you did, in ME3 you had to embrace your renegade side.
Shepard will forever be one of my favorite characters. So thank you bioware for creating such a memorable game.
EDIT: *I fixed the red stripped in the armor, which made the arm look weird. The arm is pressing down on her leg and tilted inwards, so the strip should move inwards as well.
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Thank you! I'm glad you liked it. And yeah, I wanted to capture the moment when she realizes everything that has been forced upon her. I think it would daunt anyone to have the fate of the human race on your shoulders. Shepard had the entire galaxy's fate, though.
The recurring nightmare varies though the circumstances always the same. First leaving Earth. Second an old friend hangs between life and death. Third another old friend dies for the future of a cured race if you went that way with the genophage. Fourth a dying man falls in defense of a stranger. Fifth another perishes for his species evolution especially if you manage to broker a peace for the Geth and Quarians. Sixth comes the defeat on Thessia and perhaps the doom of an entire race.
At every turn, at every failure - so Shepard doubts and it finds voices as well as faces in a dream turn nightmare where all was for naught.
It's what makes the character believable. The fact that if you pound on Shepard long and hard enough, he/she's bound to break at some point. And even if he/she stands back up to face the drums of destiny, it would never be as before. Event forever change you and defeats... well, they forever mark you.
There was also being near death in a coma for two years - that too changed Shepard though coming back and fighting for the lives of all in the face of some ancient design well that too.
Each and every even etched deeply - so yes the doubts make the Shepard human.
Thank you very much! In a weird way... I'm glad I made you sad? Or rather, I'm glad I was able to inspire the feeling of just... Shepard's painful but sweet defeat.
I can't imagine what Shepard was thinking towards the end and how many doubts they had. This captures the weight of all the choices you had to make.
At every turn, at every failure - so Shepard doubts and it finds voices as well as faces in a dream turn nightmare where all was for naught.
Each and every even etched deeply - so yes the doubts make the Shepard human.
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